Tuesday, November 19, 2024

Tuesday poem #607 : Jillian Clasky : Vanishing Points

 

 

Only once in my life
have I woken

in a state of sleep paralysis.
I opened my eyes

to the sight of myself
on a perch at the foot

of my bed, her neck
bent down

in shadow, her eyes
white stones, her teeth

a string of gleaming slats
in space: this me

who was not me,
a mirror warped

and ossified. I tried
to lift a hand and wave,

could not move
my arm. And still,

as if she’d read my mind,
she waved back.

 

 

 

Jillian Clasky is a poet and fiction writer from Toronto. Her work has appeared in journals such as PRISM international, Room, and flo., and she was shortlisted for the 2023 CBC Poetry Prize. She recently graduated from the University of Ottawa, where she cofounded and served as editor-in-chief of Common House Magazine.

the Tuesday poem is curated by rob mclennan

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Tuesday poem #606 : Hannah Siden : St Paul’s Medical Short Stay Unit

 

 

In my room theres a cross on the wall
Jesus with pins in his hands

Below that, a strange painting 
Of two people holding a giant fish
 

Their faces blurred just enough
To tip them into the uncanny valley
 

The walls are pale yellow where sun hits
Peeling eggshell under the windowsill

Im listening to Lanas new album
But skipping the preaching

Outside the window its pure glory
Inside, the clock shifts minute by slow

Minute & each hour they take vitals,
Blood & urine & breath

The nurse tells me her daughter is 31
One year older than me

She asks how long Ive been sick 
Her daughter
s in her eyes when I answer

She looks after me like a mother
& fusses when I react to medical tape

I have been sick three years counting
I am always counting

This collage of ugly hospital art
& needle sticks with too many tries
 

Aslam responds to my text 
What is a water deprivation test?!

Since the unreal became routine
I keep forgetting to explain things
 

Anyways, how are you doing?
I
m feeling calm

Im dreaming of Hollywood
Today sunshine is enough for survival

Tomorrow it may not be
But there
s always a new place 

To shift my gaze 
There
s always that kitschy wooden Jesus 

& the clock that survives each minute 
As it comes

Always a new painting to tell you about
& a new day with it

 

 

 

 

Hannah Siden is a writer and filmmaker living on the unceded territories of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh Nations (Vancouver, BC). Her poetry has been published in PRISM International, Canthius, Room Magazine, The League of Canadian Poets, Metatron Press and elsewhere. Find her on Twitter @hannah_siden or at https://www.hannahsiden.com.

the Tuesday poem is curated by rob mclennan