Tuesday, May 20, 2025

Tuesday poem #633 : Jill Stengel : from tendril

 

a movement, diagonal
a color, green     green glass, a curve
another substance     sand
the gravel on the walkway     again
mid-conversation, you turn your head

leaves on trailing vines climb walls     surround
doorways fashioned before my grandmother lived
not flowering, I cannot name it     remind you
the time, a golden trumpet behind my ear     brugmansia
Angel’s trumpet, not golden, yes nightshade

walk the late afternoon sun     down the lane
a yellow and red ball beneath the hedge     kick it, kick it
pretend there’s a win, a goal     purpose
I pack my bag in the morning, walk outside
you come with the car

 

         

 

rich inner experience     what is real life
inner, outer, what’s the difference     advertisements
clamor for attention, promise a better life
this one, this life     walk on the river path
walk in the hills, walk or sit or lie anywhere

bird song in the afternoon light     movement
of your hand across your body, you reach
your sweater sleeve a flash of dark     sun
sharpens the day, crisp, inlay into memory
a hand in mine, this warmth     real life for this moment

tabletop, an orchid spray, purple and white
we discuss phalaenopsis, dendrobium     mouth words
like desserts, rich chocolate, some bright lemon
later when I kiss you I think of your mouth     shaping words
as we make pleasure sounds     wordless

 

         

 

someone said something     conversation
joy and celebration     two tables over
you drank tea in the afternoon
birthday suit     pool party
deep red ceramic cup, a chair you placed in the sun

neurotoxins in pretty stemware, difference
between use and abuse     walk through night
afterward, four blocks to the west     pass the calla lilies
a poem pulled from pocket in the morning, crumpled
crinkling smoothed, a moment, record     captured

collaboration, entangled words     unhidden
yet not quite revealed, secret languages
evolve words passed back and forth     I
don’t know the end of this story     confuse annual
and perennial     not patient, learn
patience

 

         

 

regarding living, she said, it’s not going to get better
on its own
     you have to do something to it
make your life happen     out the window
wooden frame, nine lights, leaded glass
slight distortions     all the colors, all the shapes

airline ticket, hotel room     borrowed suitcase
so much baggage on this potential trip
an investment in my future     double payoff
not without risk, not a gambler, nerves taut
walk past fringe flower, azalea, camellia blurred by tears

to give permission to live     autocorrect said love
which is not incorrect     give, give—
sleep, wake, quiet room, too big bed
want to give it away, more give, trade for next steps
wait for next steps     hobbled no way to live

 

 

 

 

Poet and publisher Jill Stengel’s work has been published in a dozen print and online chapbooks, most recently wreath (Texfiles Press), as well as in the full-length collection Dear Jack (Black Radish Books). Jill founded a+bend press in San Francisco in 1999, originally as part of a reading and publication series she ran, and she has published more than 50 poetry titles, including work by some of our country’s foremost experimental women writers. Jill continues to promote voices of experimental women poets and publishers through collaborations, consulting, and editing. Recent projects she’s been involved with include Dana Teen Lomax’s The Beautiful: Poets Reimagine a Nation (Gualala Arts) and the posthumous publication of Marthe Reed’s deposition | dispossession: Climate Change in the Sundarbans (Kelsey Street Press). Jill Stengel lives in Davis, California.

the Tuesday poem is curated by rob mclennan

 

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