Under a grim mobile of teeth I play
a trick on the seeds. My gummiest parts
held together with royal icing & a prayer,
I trade dharma for diarrhea, every hole
tart to the taste & bleeding fog—foe-ridden,
I gag on the desolate princess bones life molts
& leaves behind. I abandon the smug party,
sober yet somehow not sobbing, hollowed
by a smooth coil of grief, some husky fucker’s
lustrous missile searching for egress via my chest.
How do I unfuck my habitat if I dwell inside
the crumbling curve of a large intestine?
In a place where nothing grows
I must always be kind to women.
Nicole Steinberg
is the author of Glass Actress
(Furniture Press Books, 2017), Getting
Lucky (Spooky Girlfriend Press, 2013), and several chapbooks, including Fat Dreams (Barrelhouse, 2018). Her work
has been featured or reviewed in the New
York Times, Newsweek, Flavorwire, Bitch, and Hyperallergic,
and her poetry was selected by Penn State's Pennsylvania Center for the Book
for the 2016 Public Poetry Project poster series. She's the founder of New
York's EARSHOT reading series and she lives in Philadelphia. Find her at
nicolesteinberg.net.
the Tuesday poem is curated by rob mclennan